It focuses everything- I mean, it doesn't turn down the noise in my head. But concentrates it, I don't- [ Wow, buddy. You are doing a shit job of explaining this, but he's only held it twice now and he doesn't have the best frame of reference here. ]

It's like I spend every waking minute trying not to fly off the handle and the second I took hold of that thing, there wasn't anything but the pure violence of it. I could've done anything, anything at all and it would've been right.